To see
to smell
and feel the shadows playing off the backyard wall
against the flowers
in your bed
against your cheek
playful
loving
smile
joy
Damn, I have to go to work
will call
soon
love you
Even though there’s plenty of other special people
family
friends
near acquaintances
distant acquaintances
adored
admired
respected
singular
mutual
I still think of you
daily
in the morning
in the late afternoon
of you
trying to be super
trying to learn
connect
pursue greatness
and fun
There are no rules
to this that we have
I’ll try and let it be
and take us wherever it may
on its own clock
I know my playful perseverance may never lead to state of mutual loving caring friendship
that isn’t my goal
but rather to make you smile
and laugh
and make myself happy through the process itself
~ Fin
UPDATE:
Fully learning you’re attracted to women
bears no difference
though I was a little bummed, to be honest
an everlasting heart wish for happiness I still extend to you
because I still love your spirit, energy, and what you’ve given me
~ Ciao
