I haven’t crossed this bridge
exploring my other self in some time
Sometimes we let things slide
into a state of inactivity
not out of a lack of volition
or a feeling of indifference.
In my case, the cause was likely
a momentary lapse of inspiration.
With personal reflection and having
spoken to Reason
I believe my previous writings
reflected a spirit inside of me
that deeply wanted to reach out
and simply love
without an intended target
A desire to just release energy within
and let it grow into a creative work
spontaneously; in a vivid manner
like the passion that just exists
in that moment…like no single other
But Love knows me better too
There is no such thing
as pure undirectional intent
without some source of inspiration;
a well of personal & living examples.
So yes, there are a few ladies whom
I dearly love and care for.
The greatest part is that although
their physical beauty is captivating,
the real attraction stems from
my recognition of their imperfection.
Their human-ness in sometimes being frail
and sometimes being strong.
Through them, I’ve come to trim the
excess growth in my mental garden.
Meditation and writing have helped greatly;
But I realize that only by bringing
Pierre’s honesty and openness
into my daily living, can I release
my guard, drop the shield,
and just enjoy life more.
Without the seriousness and
critical introspection that
have been such a strong part of me
for so long, oft holding me back
and contributing to the anxiety
and blue notes I sometimes feel.
Acceptance for personal imperfection
and the allowance for letting go
and reaching out, are going to have
to become my greatest allies
if I want to improve upon
my situation, and realize for myself
the opportunity of a fulfilling future
that is as open to me as Dale Carnegie,
David Schwartz, and Jeffrey Gitomer
among others promise me.
It’s a life that I make of it
through my thoughts and my actions.
Bon Soir mes Amis
